Question:
Here is my story, i hope that it might help someone! ?
Answer:
the day after x-mas of this year, i am 25 and thought that i was having a
heart attack
because i smoke. i was almost asleep thinking and stressing about going to
college, moving out of my apt and in with a stranger, a roommate, and
quiting my job and finding a nother job and having a bad vehicle at the
time. then my legs and arms started to feel numb and tingly. i was concerned
and then my heart rate went up to 140's and i had some chest pains, as i
stood up i thought i was going to pass out because my heart was going to
stop. i got the cell phone and went to my moms at 4:00 in the morning to
tell my family i love them cause i was sure that i was dead in a mater of
minutes. by the time i got over there i was sweating bad, and full body
muscle twitches and my legs would jerk violently, and i was cold, very cold.
the emt's came and said i was to young to have a heart attack(i knew better)
and said it might be a panic attack. so i went to the e.r. and they did
blood and e.k.g. and x-rays and said i was normal. i went to the e.r. like
5or 6 times form x-mas to valentines and sat in the e.r. parking lot almost
every night. after i lived for a while i looked at other things.the list:
heart, brain tumors, full-body cancer,m.s.g. alergies,gallbladder, kidneys,
lung cancer and about any other bad disease cause i was having wierd
transient pains when i wasnt having an attack. i didnt eat hardly anything
for 3 months, affraid it had m.s.g. or fat and my gallbladder would bust.i
lost from 270 lbs(mostly muscle) to 210 in three months.so i quit college a
couple of weeks after my family moved 2000 miles away and i wouldnt have
anybody to identify the body.so i moved back and saw another doc. had full
ultrasound, everything was perfect, ever my extensive blood test. so i got
thinking and researshing on line about panic disorder and other stuff, and
all-be if the symptoms didnt fit like 75% of what i had.so i remmembered
i.b.s and g.e.r.d. form my earlier research and found the other 25% of my
symptoms.so this is my story. i have been in a.s.a.p for about a month and
dont see any stories so i figured i would tell mine and maybee it will help
someone.sorry it is so long. but if you can finaly convince yourself that
you arent dying it seems to help and if you start having an attack tell
yourself that it will pass and just feel what is happening and say"
hu,...that was wierd? i know it sounds funny but it helps me.if any body out
there has any stories, i would like to here how there first one was and how
they found out they had p.d.
p.s. i found this to be extremely theraputic and i feel a whole lot
better.after reading what i wrote, it makes me that much more convinced that
i have p.d. and am not dying.
the day after x-mas of this year, i am 25 and thought that i was having a
heart attack
because i smoke. i was almost asleep thinking and stressing about going to
college, moving out of my apt and in with a stranger, a roommate, and
quiting my job and finding a nother job and having a bad vehicle at the
time. then my legs and arms started to feel numb and tingly. i was concerned
and then my heart rate went up to 140's and i had some chest pains, as i
stood up i thought i was going to pass out because my heart was going to
stop. i got the cell phone and went to my moms at 4:00 in the morning to
tell my family i love them cause i was sure that i was dead in a mater of
minutes. by the time i got over there i was sweating bad, and full body
muscle twitches and my legs would jerk violently, and i was cold, very cold.
the emt's came and said i was to young to have a heart attack(i knew better)
and said it might be a panic attack. so i went to the e.r. and they did
blood and e.k.g. and x-rays and said i was normal. i went to the e.r. like
5or 6 times form x-mas to valentines and sat in the e.r. parking lot almost
every night. after i lived for a while i looked at other things.the list:
heart, brain tumors, full-body cancer,m.s.g. alergies,gallbladder, kidneys,
lung cancer and about any other bad disease cause i was having wierd
transient pains when i wasnt having an attack. i didnt eat hardly anything
for 3 months, affraid it had m.s.g. or fat and my gallbladder would bust.i
lost from 270 lbs(mostly muscle) to 210 in three months.so i quit college a
couple of weeks after my family moved 2000 miles away and i wouldnt have
anybody to identify the body.so i moved back and saw another doc. had full
ultrasound, everything was perfect, ever my extensive blood test. so i got
thinking and researshing on line about panic disorder and other stuff, and
all-be if the symptoms didnt fit like 75% of what i had.so i remmembered
i.b.s and g.e.r.d. form my earlier research and found the other 25% of my
symptoms.so this is my story. i have been in a.s.a.p for about a month and
dont see any stories so i figured i would tell mine and maybee it will help
someone.sorry it is so long. but if you can finaly convince yourself that
you arent dying it seems to help and if you start having an attack tell
yourself that it will pass and just feel what is happening and say"
hu,...that was wierd? i know it sounds funny but it helps me.if any body out
there has any stories, i would like to here how there first one was and how
they found out they had p.d.
p.s. i found this to be extremely theraputic and i feel a whole lot
better.after reading what i wrote, it makes me that much more convinced that
i have p.d. and am not dying.
